Misery.

I fall asleep, thinking about you,
Wondering if you are, thinking about me too;
But I am sure that you don't feel the same,
Then in my dream's, I am made to believe,
That you love me and will never leave.
I wake up, and try to forget the dream,
I have just had, but instead I start to cry;
There's something I have longed for my whole life
and that's to have someone hold me tight,
And tell me everything will be alright.
I thought I had that, but I was wrong:
The love you had, you have no more,
You said you love me, but you don't,
You said you would change, but you won't,
You never meant a word you said,
You just messed around with my head,
You hurt me in the strongest way,
and in my heart this pain will stay,
No more thoughts of yesterday,
Precious memories gone astray;
at first I thought it was meant to be,
but all it is, a vast ocean of guilt and misery!